Smart Head

Smart head
beat down
starts young






you can't understand
the pain inside
all alone in a crowd
the brain moves
to different places
a zillion thoughts
competing for
one-spaces, the
hands get lost
don't know where
to stand
the eyes close
light too strong
too brite too dark
cant compete
smart head
it used to be
smart head
smart head
used to be
you loved me
loved me
smart head
beat down
starts young
you can't understand
the wire crossed
left right
never to meet
meet too much
in between me
and you
a zillion tears
don't know why
com.
   .
   .
not working
not working
trying too hard
to explain what
goes on in my brain
a zillion...
electric
competing
freezing
seizing
all reasons
to help
me move forward
you gotta focus
they say
focusfocusfocus
its easy, here
are a zillion
ways to organize
your self
more electric
shock thought
running bouncing
running through
my twisted fingers
pain shoots
up down
arms and legs
tense
with the trying
smart head
hurts
beat down
starts young
you cant understand
the pain inside
all alone
in the crowd
smart head
sometimes
i wish
for stupid
slow
oblivious
not caring
empty
no conscious
ness
unknowing
where
easy hard \
doesn't exist\
it is
thats all
all
straight forward
                  smart head
                  beat down
                  starts young
                  the pain inside
                  can't hide
                  from myself
                  smart head
                  head
                  wins