Tuesday, January 19, 2010

WKM Photo Class




  
I am taking a digital photography class with Fernando Alvarez
at the West Kensington Ministry in Norris Square. These fotos 
came from our first assignment; Window Light Portraits. The hands belong
to my great-nephew Cameron who is 5months old:-)
Here are some shots from yesterdays classwork:


Friday, January 15, 2010

Letting Go

 

      Madres Altares installation detail


Letting go is the hardest thing to do. 

I cling to difficult memories as if I couldn't survive without them.
Crisis and angst were the staples of my upbringing. I often can only feel normal if there is a crisis 
at hand. I am working on a series of images for Las Gallas' upcoming exhibition at the 
Taller Puertorriqueno entitled  "Lo Que Aparece y Desaparece". 
I say this is my last works dedicated to my mother , but I can only hope that I will be able to let her go.
Let her and my memory of her be at Peace. To let go of the turmoil that fuels this creative process around my relationship with my mother who has been gone for almost 8 years. My relationship with her and other family members who disappear and appear in my life.

I am coming to realize that this is an almost impossible task. 
Here a e some pics of works in progress:





 
 

Tuesday, January 5, 2010


Damani + Cameron Antonio
Hijo + Great Nephew
Just thinking
about new life
New Energy
moving forward
no matter how hard
how easy
distracting
uncomfortable
glorious

I met Beth Nixon's
daughter today
Ida, 9months old
piercing + vibrant
blue eyes
bundled up
and strapped
to Mama Beth's back
ready to face
the cold Broad street
whooshy winds and icy air

New life
makes me happy
A baby
a new poem
a new smile on
Damani's face
Marissa's brite
dark brown eyes
hopefull
as she stares
at Cameron's
new face

I got to
remember
that every day
brings a new chance
for new life

 

Sunday, December 13, 2009



Juarez, Mexico
October 3, 2009
by Creative Writing Workshop Participants
and Julia Lopez

Siento la sensacion
Amor libre
enfrente de las rejas
Poder libre
sin miedo
sin prejuicio

Mi vecino es
mi hermana
mi hija mi abuelito
la sierra que nos vela
nuestra madre
que nos cuida

Siento la sensacion;
Ahora, Papa es un amigo
caminando siguiendo una linea derecha
empujando la arena
con los dedos de sus pies
caminando derecho,
desde un lado del Arroyo al otro

No hay entrada
ni salida
todo es abierto

Paso por el camino
entrando sin miendo
saliendo con seguridad
saludo a mi vecino
veo su sonrisa
su piel color de canela
color de la tierra morada

Paso por el camino
veo la fuerza de su casa
pedazos de madera
una rompecabeza de cemento
cubierta en miel y chiles
y el olor de ayer

Veo el carino de su hijo
el abrazo de las flores
un regalo de rayas de luz
un corazon partido
por el agua hambriento
y las letras de un poema
volando hacia el cielo

Siento la sensacion;
miles de mananas
sonidos de paz
un parque alumbrado
calles pavimentadas
mis sobrinas
jugando futbol
las kermeses y su musica,
Kioskos, y dulce chipotle en el aire
veo a nuestros vecinos
vigilando la comunidad
con amor y tranquilidad

Siento la sensacion;
los artistas cantando
el himno de la libertad
del Arroyo del Indio
hacienda muecas
a lo imposible

Tuesday, December 1, 2009

On Saturday, November 14th
I became an Alumni of the
2009 Nonprofit Executive Leadership Institute!
I started as a NELI Fellow in April. One of the most rewarding parts of the program was the incredible network of support of NELI participants and Julia's working group the "VIPS". The non-profit community is very diverse and unique. I appreciate the opportunity to share the NELI experience with many of its most dedicated leadership!

Tuesday, September 22, 2009



I am up doing Centro closing work because I do not have internet access at the job.
These are the last few days. I will soon, no longer be, an Executive Director. I will need to change the title of this blog or create a new one? I don't know-its been weird. 

Tuesday, September 8, 2009



This is how we close it...
On The Streets!









Centro Pedro Claver Youth
reflect on their summer 2009
experiences working the
"Art, Change and Entrepreneurship'program.
Centro staff and board join in acknowledging
the youth participants great work
and future plans.

It is all bitter sweet-30 years of amazing
youth leadership,
activism,
revolution,
and lots of love!

what happens next?